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I miss Erector Sets. I blame my car.

Pepper (or Peppah-Girl as my Hawaiian friends call her) came home last week and since then I’ve been somewhat…preoccupied. She was in the shop for a loooong, long time, but it was necessary. I let the pros fix all the critical issues (like steering and brakes and such) and left the small, non-crucial items for myself.

There are many things I like about this car, but one thing that pleases me most is her simplicity. Pepper is a decidedly low-tech vehicle. She has a tractor’s engine (seriously…the engine Triumph used was designed for tractors) and simple hydraulics for brake and clutch. The steering is unpowered, requiring a good deal of brute force to turn the wheels (especially when stopped). One part of the engine is actually made of glass, and parts of the body are supported by pieces of wood.

All this pleases me greatly.

It’s been a long time since I worked on a car. I never really got into the serious gear-head stuff like pistons and differentials and transmissions, but the things I was doing this weekend were well within my capabilities. I fixed some wiring, replaced dashboard knobs, installed a grab bar and lap belts, swapped the old locks for new ones I have keys for, and trouble-shot a tail light problem. These were all–even drilling holes for the lap belt anchors–pretty straightforward tasks and while I was working on these fixes, I felt like a kid again.

Growing up, one of my favorite toys was my Erector Set. The set I had wasn’t anything like today’s versions. Almost everything in it was made of metal, not plastic. It had actual nuts and bolts, not thumbscrews and snap-together pieces. The metal beams and angle brackets were somewhat sharp at the edges, the set had no specialized parts, and the instructions were basically just pictures of what you might want to build instead of step by step Ikea-esque pictograms. The biggest difference, though, was that you could build anything, not just the one or two things for which the set was designed.

And build anything, I did.

I built the cranes and helicopters pictured in the booklet. I built skyscraper superstructures with playing card walls. I built things that weren’t anything at all, but that pleased my eye or used every piece in the set (or both). The Erector Set of my youth taught me about load strength, cross- and angle-bracing, lock-nuts, pulleys, and a hundred other practical attributes of construction. Mostly, though, the set taught me not to be afraid of working with my hands. Later, with this grounding in the basics, I taught myself household repair, woodworking, cabinetry, watch repair, and yes, car maintenance.

So, this afternoon, as I disassemble Pepper’s door panels to gain access to the door locks, it will be like I’m back in the old house on Briarwood Drive, sitting cross-legged on the linoleum, playing.

k

Remembering

Gossamer WheelFifty years ago, I was four and a half.

Fifty years ago, I learned that people die.

By that age, I knew what death was; I had already experienced the death of a loved one. One morning our cat, Cricket, dragged herself home, wounded beyond repair, crushed and half blind. My parents put her down. My mother explained it to me. We stood in the sun on our neighbor’s back porch, looking out over the salt marsh that Cricket loved to prowl. The air was warm and filled with the scent of salt and kelp. My mother stood behind me and told me of the wounds Cricket had suffered. She put a hand over one of my eyes to show me what it would have been like for her. I was saddened by it, of course–Cricket and I had a special bond; she trusted me enough to have her litter of kittens under my bed–but the way my mother explained it, I could see that it was a necessary thing. She was suffering, and the only way to end that suffering was to end her life. It was an act of love, an action not taken lightly.

But fifty years ago, I learned that people could die, too.

At that time, beyond my parents, my friends’ parents, friends of my parents’, and teachers, I knew of only two adults: Walt Disney and President Kennedy.

Fifty years ago today, President Kennedy died. Within the year, my mother would die. Shortly after that, Walt Disney would also be dead.

Those three deaths affected me profoundly. The grief born of that triple loss colored my outlook for decades; it affects me still, to be honest. From my place here on the far side of that tragic education, I can’t tell you how I am changed, only that I am changed.

Looking back fifty years, I remember that I was brought home early from school. I remember adults weeping, men in tears, a thing I had never seen. I felt infected by their grief, swept along by the current of their emotions. I had little concept of what a President was, but I knew who he was, and a few days later, when we watched the funeral on our small television, when I saw that riderless horse fighting the reins, fractious with distress, it all hit home.

People die, too.

Love them while you can.

k

Bad Juju

TFL Problem

What do writers have in common with baseball players?

We’re incredibly superstitious.

A writer friend composes all her novels on this laptop. She sits on the couch, has the computer on her lap, and types away. It’s the way she works (and boy, does she work!) Well, one day her laptop was giving her problems and we all piped up with suggestions such as getting a USB keyboard, putting it up on a TV tray, or working on the other computer for a while, etc. These suggestions were all shot down because all of them messed with her successful method. She writes in a certain way and anything that is not that certain way is simply unacceptable.

I’m the same way. If anything isn’t the way that’s worked for me in the past, it’s simply unacceptable.

Hence, my current problem. Continue Reading »

Stoking the Fire

Piazza

Pen has hit paper on The Wolf Tree.

Admittedly, it’s nothing to shout about. I’ve merely written and rewritten the opening line about two dozen times. We talked about opening lines a while back, and the decision I made then was to take more time working the opening line for this book. Well, I’ve been doing that.

Ever worked on a single sentence for three days? Continue Reading »

Happily Misaligned

Gossamer Wheel

In outlining the new book, I create histories. As a result, and today being Veterans’ Day, I was reminded of something I discovered back in 1990.

You see, some American families have a long and celebrated history of military service. My family does not. Some families can measure their generations from war to war. My family cannot. Continue Reading »

The Wolf Tree

Life has begun (touch wood) to settle. Crises have subsided. Daily dramas have diminished. The weather has turned cold and windy and wet, calming nerves and dampening temperaments.

Now it’s time to get back to work. The Wolf Tree is once more underway.

I’ve had a few days off this week, and First Reader and I have taken long walks in the blustery drear, kicking around ideas like the autumn leaves at our feet. I’ve worked on the timelines for the intertwined stories, settled on names for the major characters, and started to flesh out their personal histories.

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Simple LivingHere’s an easy recipe for a classic soup, with a twist. We had this last weekend and it was super good, especially on the cold, grey days of autumn.

Nom.

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